Without you I wouldn’t Be me
For once I was doing well, but then you wrecked me. I hate it because I didn’t want you but I need you. You make me feel, You make me smile, You are the past and I am looking for a future. I went so long with out you, but I am helpless and pathetic and a little bit of me will always be devoted to you. I need you because you will always be a part of me, without you I wouldn’t be me, but you think that I need you in a different way. All I want is your company. But right now I need to look at what could be rather than what was.
I find it funny how I need you to say it to believe it, even when it’s been running around in my imagination.
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I have many joys that most children will never know but there is one joy that i will never know.
I have many joys that most children will never know but there is one happiness that i will never bard.
Its hard when you reaize whats best for you and what you want arent always whats best for them and what they want, especially when even you can tell. So you have to move on, never missing a beat, because if you really love them than you wouldn’t be able to stan seeing them upset, or conflicted, or even just not as happy as they could be. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices and not be selfish. You have to find someone else whose even better for you, i mean theres 7 billion other people out there, surely theres someone who can be everything. Or maybe those people don’t exist and you might just have to settle for someone who makes you happy. You know that I know just as much as you do about this if not less, I’m just here to open your mind fo the possibilities.
I’ve Lived, I’ve Loved, Stayed Up All Night
I’d imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured, if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn’t be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason.
Hugo
Why can’t you see that I am what you need?
Let Me In
Because of you I might believe in love at first sight. Around you I feel okay and calm, but I also feel giddy. You take my breath away, you have the brilliance that I look for. You have that sparkle that comes from inside. You are so confident and sure of yourself, I feel like you radiate an energy like gravity that draws people to you. i thought that I could read you like a book, like I could see everything you were about just by looking at you, although sometimes when I look at you I feel like the light in your eyes had gone out. Now I find out that you have real problems, I don’t know what they are but I know that you are not happy. Ever since I’ve met you, you have given me something that I have never thought I could have, I see a future with you that I have never pictured before. Just by knowing you, you have done so much for me, so let me do something for you. Let me help you, let me heal you, let me inside, let me absorb your pain and take it away, let me in.
Do you know how long it’s been since I’ve painted, since I’ve read, since I’ve posted something deep and meaningful, since I’ve needed my music to constantly be on, since I’ve had to imagine what things could be just so I could fall asleep? Do you know what Australia has done to me!
Your really beautiful and you have a great sense of humour even though i've only known you for a week! : )
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Aquarium on Manly Island in Sydney!!
